:: plebeian nondescript life ::

2006-02-24T14:49:00.000+08:00

am in PS working now....damn bored lars....haiz...no mood to work...or do anything......................*help*...

2006-02-18T14:56:00.000+08:00

thinking of getting new blogskin soon....sorry jemi...hee...i'll definitely keep this template though...anyways...i'm bored lars...someone save me can?...boring day at work again...kill me lars...i hope money drop frm heaven..............................................................................................

2006-02-16T17:18:00.000+08:00

went to look at this site abt the world's ugliest dog...i think everybody shld take a look...he's super poor thing can...sam the world's ugliest dog...// http://samugliestdog.com/// http://samugliestdog.typepad.com/blog/mayb ppl will learn to love all those cute doggies they have now and stop deserting them...which actually shld apply for all pets...

2006-02-09T20:52:00.000+08:00

i'm attached...ha...ya...but its a 2 mths reaching 3 mths news??...ha...anyways...21st bday coming soon...but i've got no idea wat to do...think just gather friends for chalet...play relax rest...the chalet'll be on 17-19 march...my bday's on 14th march though...everyone's invited...hmmm...the following are some FAQ...1. what i want for bday?- if u dun noe wat to get...give ang bao...i'll be more

2005-11-04T00:39:00.000+08:00

yeps...single again...like wat's new?...whatever...guess i'm really dumb...forever have to be one of some guy's choices...why must i always end up liking this kind of guys?...damn stupid...why cant i just like someone who likes me?...haiz...whatever...at least i did enjoy my one mth with him...mayb we were just far too alike in our thinking and everything...and mayb its just all wrong...i've

2005-10-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

his birthday's coming in a week's time...and guess what?...me as his wonderful gf hasnt gotten anything for him yet...talk about stress...another 21 birthday...haiz..shldve gotten together with him after next week...ha...and its also our 1st mth anni...what a coincidence...cos i swear i've got no idea abt this...come to think of it...i really dont think i've made a bad choice abt him actually...

2005-10-09T02:59:00.000+08:00

cant slp...though i'm super duper tired...thinking abt things...thinking a lot...think i'm learning and starting to love him more each day...good news...and i think he treats me the way i always wanted and dreamt of...which is kinda cool...ha...he's really sweet...and i dont think i'll ever regret getting into this relationship...at least not now...wells...wish me luck !!!

2005-09-27T00:38:00.000+08:00

in a relationship...wish me luck...wish him luck too...but its someone unexpected...ha...

2005-09-21T05:51:00.000+08:00

to bitch or not to bitch...to bitch...but its not me...not to bitch...will he be happier?...will she be happier?...will i be happier?...freak...just bitch lars...then see how...ha...i'm becoming evil...kill me lars...

2005-09-15T22:43:00.000+08:00

i'm back home finally...to sleep...as in really sleep...at night...ha...been away for the nights since sunday i guess...had my time partying...nearly every night...party and chill out...didnt really rest or sleep for these few nights...came back this morn and slept till 7pm just now...damn shiok...just sort of cleared things up with my parents just now during dinner...i think its cleared at least

2005-09-12T15:30:00.000+08:00

ok...suddenly everything's settled...everything's gonna hang...cos i'm indecisive...wat's new?...but wells...i get my singles life back...and i at the very least can keep my choices open...i can still go play ard fool ard watevers...think i'll quit soon...mayb work till end of this month...have created enough problems for ppl...i never seem to do anything right now anyways..i didnt mean to play

2005-09-12T13:52:00.000+08:00

decisions decisions decisions...watevers...just dun let me find out u're trying to f up my dear fren's life...we've got enough of r/s problems and we dun need to be entangled in one togets...so dun try to be funny aye?...u've forced me to the corner...u've made me doubt my own judgement for the first time...thanks so much...*mutters*

2005-09-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

been working over in olive for a week now...am really enjoying myself...got a function to go tmr...for work...which is kinda cool...ha...saw auntie and uncle last nite...actually really happy to see them...miss them so much...by the ways...did i ever mention?...i'm loving my singles life rite now...ha...guess i'm actually really similar to him...i'm a flirt...but wells...watevers...its my life

2005-08-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

my fav. doggy... my stupid parrot trying its best to look chicken...haix...aint it irritatingly cute??... :)

2005-08-28T15:04:00.001+08:00

i've uploaded the grad fotos...finally...ha...go visit it okie??...http://photobucket.com/albums/v92/mich_ger/the password's michellei'm gonna be having tests coming up soon...maths this coming fri...and eng after my 1 wk hols...am planning an overseas trip for me and frens...either during this break or end of the yr...heh...gonna go enjoy myself...no point dwelling on someone who've already

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2005-08-28T15:04:00.000+08:00

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2005-08-23T23:18:00.000+08:00

i'm single...its been a week...ever since 16th aug...but i dunnoe if i'm available...let's just say i'm emotionally unavailable as yet...ha...craps...whatevers...ppl who care...thanks for being there for me...ppl who dun...wells...ignore this post...its not for you...here are some answers for questions asked by everybody for the past week...i've collected them frm the ppl who knew abt this matter

2005-08-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

I know I can be a little stubborn sometimesA little righteous and too proudI just want to find a way to compromiseCos I believe that we can work things outI thought I had all the answersNever giving inBut baby since you’ve goneI admit that I was wrongAll I know is I’m lost without youI’m not gonna lieHow am I gonna be strong without youI need you by my sideIf we ever said we’ll never be

2005-08-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

i've had enough nonsense...all tt u're telling me now...just proves tt i'm nobody to u now...why did i even bother then?// my deepest regrets for giving up now.u forced me to.

2005-08-08T18:17:00.000+08:00

stop thinking u're that bloody smart...u're lying thru ur teeth...trying hard to hide something frm me...what happened?why are u hiding?am i not good enuff?is there something wrong with me?teach me to trust u again...tell me how to trust u again...its not the first time...and things u hide frm me are getting frm bad to worse...how am i to trust u again?am i tt unreasonable tt u cant talk to me

2005-05-31T00:06:00.000+08:00

Your Love Style is AgapeYou are a caring, kind, and selfless partner.Unsurprisingly, your love style is the most rare.You are willing to sacrfice your world for your sweetie.Except it doesn't really feel like sacrifice to you.For you, nothing feels better than giving to the one you love.What's" Your Love Style?

2005-05-11T23:25:00.000+08:00

Will I always be there for you?When you need someone, Will I be that one you need?Will I do all my best to, to protect you?When the tears get near your eyesWill I be the one that's by your side?Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night?Will I keep the rain from falling down into your light?I promise, I promiseI promise I willWill I take tender care of you?Take your darkest night

2005-04-23T01:11:00.000+08:00

It's over and donebut the heartache lives on insideAnd who's the one you're clinging toinstead of me tonight?And where are you now, now that I need you?Tears on my pillow wherever you goI'll cry me a river that leads to your oceanYou never see me fall apartIn the words of a broken heartit's just emotion taking me overCaught up in sorrowlost in the song but if you don't come backCome home to me,

2005-04-20T00:15:00.000+08:00

The dawn is breakingA light shining throughYou're barely wakingAnd I'm tangled up in youYeahBut I'm open, you're closedWhere I follow, you'll goI worry I won't see your faceLight up againEven the best fall down sometimesEven the wrong words seem to rhymeOut of the doubt that fills my mindI somehow find, you and I collideI'm quiet, you knowYou make a first impressionI've found I'm scared to

2005-03-28T16:00:00.000+08:00

just finish my crit...still a bit breathless...dunno wat i was talking abt just now...and i dun remember much...only remember abt the staircase thingy...where the person will actually whack into a beam if he walks up the stairs...ha...watevers...and the part where larry said my proj is a very safe one...right materials...right feel...kenneth said he wasnt too sure how baroque were my dining

2005-03-28T13:43:00.000+08:00

*// me and my darling baby boy

2005-03-28T13:23:00.000+08:00

going to have my crit very soon...abt 45 mins laters...kinda ganjiong suddenly...haiz...this is so not me...anyways...really pray everything'll go smoothly...been looking around for a job...preferably one tt i can work for abt a yr...since i've missed the recent admissions thingy to uni...or at least a job tt has gd prospects...or will reflect well in my resume...hmmm...anyways...lots of things

2005-02-28T10:15:00.000+08:00

lovey lovey my boy...do you?...ha...i'm just being irritating...hope we'll last...really...my last one...though we've got our debates...but i'm glad for them...though i hate those confrontation and thrashing out shits...never mind...its for the better anyways...been lagging in my proj...everybody's the same though...ha...but well...i'm starting on my 3d already...so tt's gd...:)

2005-02-16T09:08:00.000+08:00

1 mth and 2 days.had our 1st quarrel and arguments.but watevers.i still love him.ha...

2005-01-17T10:38:00.000+08:00

proceeded to a new start... hope he's doing it too... been off on a shaky start in this new r/s... just hope tt it'll last... freedom and all... finally... prolly i'm chained up for too long... i dunno how to enjoy my freedom now... the freedom i'm so used to last time... the freedom i love need and want... anyways... love you...

2004-11-01T13:02:00.001+08:00

i freaking give up trying to post watever shitty website test results and watsoever... they just never comes up nice... and ya... i dun update my journal... and so u see... am having my crit in another 1 1/2 hrs time... am praying hard that i wun be too irritated to sacrifice my wunderful converse shoes... am not gonna waste them by sending them flying into tt old woman and her gay affair's face.

2004-11-01T13:02:00.000+08:00

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2004-10-06T09:26:00.000+08:00

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2004-10-01T08:41:00.000+08:00

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2004-10-01T08:27:00.000+08:00

hApPy 4tH mOnTh AnNiVeRsaRy!!! today's our 4th mth le... hmmm... thinking of wat to do later... think maybe going bugis... cos baby wanna buy this pink flower slippers for me... hee... ya... pink flower slippers... those cover toes kind... tried it on for fun... but he saw and said its nice on me... one of the very few times he say tt... ha... out of all the footwear i have... and tried before..

2004-09-18T10:22:00.000+08:00

bits and pieces of dreams... leftover dreams... never ending... end of dreams?...

2004-09-17T14:10:00.000+08:00

http://nokia.com/nokia/0,,62356,00.html check out da new phone... it shall be my phone by next yr...

2004-09-17T02:19:00.000+08:00

lost walking away

2004-08-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

its reaching the end of the month... and i'm finally blogging again... dun feel like blogging suddenly... seems like the whole world's prying into my affairs... kena scolded by mother again this morning... and it only made me even more determined abt moving out asap... probably by 21... hopefully i will... everythings abt money back there... i cant even call it my home now... money seems to be

2004-08-17T22:28:00.000+08:00

ha... i'm back... finally... after being gone for so long... supposed to be at changi airport now... sening dearest jem back to UK... but guess wat... i've got not enuff moolah to get myself back hm... and with mother's constant nagging... say bye to meeting frens... anyways... jemi... so sorry for not being able to meet up when u're back this time... we'll still keep in contact alritey???...

2004-07-30T15:34:00.000+08:00

i've learnt and developed a certain dislike towards 'blackouts'... ning u all shld know who i'm referring to... not tt i'm racist or watever... but well... the certain hole in my knee cap gonna remind me of them always now... scraped my skin plus punched a hole in my left knee while rushing for the train today... and how it all happened??... my legs were too short... his legs were so much longer.

2004-07-26T11:51:00.000+08:00

Hey lady, you lady cursing at your life you're a discontented mother and a regimented wife I have no doubt you dream about the things you never do but I wish someone had talked to me like I wanna talk to you Oh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run Took the hand of a preacher man and we made love in the sun But I ran out of places and friendly faces Because I had to be

2004-07-26T09:22:00.000+08:00

am using laogong's MD... but seems tt all my duracells went missing frm my cupboard... dunnoe where tt sis of mine threw them... shit her la... and now... i'm like changing batt every 2hrs... *wow... so nice...* anyways... i'm still rotting in school... dun feel like doing anything... cos basically i'm left to rot... the studio's atmosphere's wierd... though we did slack last time

2004-07-19T16:11:00.000+08:00

zis iz a zickening day... just been through my crit... and guess wat... it only lasted like... 5 minutes???!!!... hahaha... funny ar they... make me wait frm morn 8.30am till 3.45pm... for a 5 min crit... and its a useless one... the only thing they told me tt has of some value iz... (drumrolls) we want to see a toilet in ur bus... yesh... toilet in the double decker bus... the double decker bus

2004-07-19T10:20:00.000+08:00

i've chosen not to go for an earli crit session... dun wan to die earli... larry's asking me to go first so i can do my stuff... but i dun feel like going for a crit that i know no victory could be won... and esp when CCL is there... haiz... stupid mp3 player... got it... but got no usb port to fit it... and no charger... make me happy for nothing... haiz... gotta spend money on tt now... betta

2004-07-14T12:22:00.000+08:00

eyes are closing... got a super duper boring int tech lec who used to teach in nafa... i cant be bothered much... gonna leave before one... before ccl comes back to mark attendance... good night everyone...

2004-07-09T13:30:00.000+08:00

i'm back... might be going for another job interview laters... same as laogong and his fren... going with co... think we're mad la... suddenly so on... take up so many jobs... sat and sun in PS... fri sat ph and eve of ph cable car restaurant... seventh mth fest for NKF... great... i see money... but i also see my bed floating further away... plus my schedule... parents sure say house bcome hotel

2004-07-05T11:28:00.000+08:00

mr yang's bday today... ruined it i guess... not that i want to... watevers... i've always been making decisions w/o thinking abt outcomes n consequences... its just too late to do anything now... too deep in i cant pull myself out either... just kill me someone...

2004-06-28T15:11:00.000+08:00

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2004-06-28T14:45:00.000+08:00

shao3 le4 wo3 de4 shou3 bei4 dang1 zhen3 tou2 ni3 xi2 bu4 xi2 guan4... ni3 de4 wang4 yuan3 jing4 wang4 bu4 dao4 wo3 bei3 ban4 qiu2 de4 gu1 dan1... ... xiang3 nian4 bu4 hui4 tou1 lan3... wo3 de4 meng4 tou1 tou1 gei3 ni3 bao3 guan3... ... lyrics frm ocean's song... the chorus bit... like the choruses frm his songs... not really the verses though... mayb cos i cant catch them... ha... a bit too

2004-06-23T16:52:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy bee... tmr's jeff's exhibition... fri's going beaching... sat and sun's going grace's chalet with laogong... next sat... lotsa ppl wanna meet me on tt day... hmmm... how many diff parts must i divide myself to??... i suck at maths... somebody help me... all my beloved... will meet u guys... but pls dun all choose same day... so which part of me do each of u wanna see???... eyes?

2004-06-21T14:49:00.000+08:00

i'm in those cranky moods again... nothing better to do and am just adding and adding blog post after blog post... xumongous's down in the dumps with IT's r/s... everyone's r/s seems to be encountering problems... not as if mine didnt la... the ever present problem of Mr Yang... but wells... tt's just a dream... all but a dream... i've chosen reality... i've taken the red pill... (red rite??...uh

2004-06-15T10:40:00.000+08:00

am in studio again... gonna acc bb to see doc tmr... and see stars and sunrise on sat... lg super duper werried... ha... shit la... i feel like a blurdie 2-timer idert... kill me some one... i'll go back to my homo days and relive the trouble free times la hur... sickening... i'm torn btw both...

2004-06-14T12:12:00.000+08:00

back frm china... got new problem... when i tot going there wld help me relax and take a break frm everything else... who knows??... watevers... am in studio now... miss this place can... nobody's complaining abt the studio being cold today... ha... cos all're used to the cool weather in china liao... anyways... we're supposed to be doing our ppt... for presentation on wednesday... and i've to do

2004-05-16T20:20:00.000+08:00

am in a internet cafe... and one tt's still kinda rundown... and wells... all of us cant see wat we blogged... haiz... anyways... my conclusion for this place is... i'm gonna appreciate SBS TIBS SMRT CITYCAB and all the other public transports back home... DEFINITELY will... anyways... lots of things been running thru my mind abt all of us here... all twelve of us... our relationships with each

2004-05-13T01:35:00.000+08:00

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2004-05-11T21:06:00.000+08:00

wat the... sex appeal... hmmm...

2004-05-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

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2004-05-11T20:41:00.000+08:00

my gawd... nearly shocked me off my chair... thought i went to wrong website just now can... suddenly blogger changed their layout... though its actually quite cute la... ha... anyways... its already tues... tues nite... i'm sooooooo close to flying le... i'm gonna super miss my baobei... dunno if he'll see this... dun even think he will la... but just in case... baobei... if u're reading this..

2004-05-09T22:36:00.000+08:00

got new blogskin!~!~!... all thanx to jemi hunny bunny!~!~!... ha...

2004-05-08T19:01:00.000+08:00

wah... i give up... i feel like blogging in chinese... ha... but the words dun come out... so i guess i shld give up... anyways... will be in china at this time next wk... tt's fast... hmmm... hope all things will run smoothly... and i wanna meet baobei one last time... hope he can make it... really... not for my bday prezzie... maybe for one last hug... gonna miss him... for another month...

2004-05-07T17:26:00.000+08:00

i'm B O R E D... V E R Y B O R E D... and i miss my BAOBEI...

2004-05-06T19:40:00.000+08:00

having a really bad day... woke up wanting to msg baobei see how's he... but wells... who knows... my mother's going through menopause... started screaming at me... though keep saying ni3 men2 liang3 ge4... but she's just screaming at me la... my sis can still be watching her variety show on tv in the living rm while i get all these shit... so is this bias or wat?!... and wells... guess wat...

2004-05-05T22:44:00.001+08:00

wooo... that was a really long list of pix... ha... so wells... baobei... am i tt easy to yang3 now?...

2004-05-05T22:44:00.000+08:00

i think i need a really big space to blog... ha... these are the current wants plucked frm net... ROXY Quiksilver though i know i dun really look nice in caps and all that... but wells... its just a if la... ha... RIPCURL

2004-05-05T21:59:00.000+08:00

and now that you've earned it bit by bit my heart could resist not you have my fixed heart and i never want it back my racing heart will sempiternally beat for you whether i like it or not disparate as we may seem no one can immolate this melanged dream - jemima plucked this bit off frm jem's bloggy... her poem... kinda described how i feel now... thanx jem!~!~!... ha... saved me frm thinking

2004-05-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

took this pic in the most recent trip to sentosa... the clouds really looked like monkey god's hua guo shan... esp when we view it frm the shallow waters at palawan... this aint the best view... but its the best i can get... ha... w/o me accidentally dropping my baobei into the sea... butter fingers... wat to do???...

2004-05-05T17:54:00.000+08:00

just met love for lunch... he's out of the hospital le... but anyways... felt it got kinda awkward at times... wld be sorta close for a while... then suddenly... both wld pull away frm each other... i hate this feeling... this ambiguity of together or not together... i've got lots to say... lots to tell... lots of i miss you and i still love you to say... but i didnt... i dont know how to... the

2004-05-04T19:20:00.000+08:00

got my jabs yest... typhoid and flu... hep a's still pending... took blood test for tt... wah seh... damn shiok can... 3 jabs in five mins... ha... i'm cranky after the jabs... anyways... i'm ten days away frm flying... have got so much to do can... haiyo... and tmr gotta go back sch to settle the insurance thingy... and... and... not forgetting... love's lying in changi general hospital now...

2004-05-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

An old man turned ninety-eight He won the lottery and died the next day It's a black fly in your Chardonnay It's a death row pardon two minutes too late Isn't it ironic . . . don't you think Chorus: It's like rain on your wedding day It's a free ride when you've already paid It's the good advice that you just didn't take Who would've thought . . . it figures Mr. Play It Safe was afraid to

2004-05-02T21:27:00.000+08:00

am having a hard time waiting to download songs... am so bored now... miting brandon tmr for cartel-ing... and some window shopping... then dinner with kor... he's bday... haiz... i'm broke... i need a job... any recommendations???...

2004-05-01T15:11:00.000+08:00

unfillial?... hate the voices in the head... wish they could shut up... when did the word even come into life?... did so much... but u chose to turn ur head frm them... but u chose not to see... but u chose not to remember... why?... SHUT UP

2004-05-01T12:28:00.000+08:00

fwah... i'm so bored at hm... no nice nice shows to watch too... guess i'll go watch tt golden horse award thingy la... haiz... i miss going out on wkends... suddenly realized tt it's been sometime since i last went out wif frens on wkends le... esp wif submission and all tt... am now missing one whole big bunch of my darls can... and the thing is... my schedule's gonna be so packed... till 14th

2004-05-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

and by the ways ppl... me and colly sent out our very first OFFICIAL resume... OFFICIAL as in send it to organization... ACTUAL organization kind... and guess who're the lucky//unlucky organization??... hmmm... wells... hold on to ur seats dear all... ha... cos WE sent the RESUMES to... the wonderful organization called... the Singapore Zoological Gardens... interesting aye??... ha... we applied

2004-05-01T11:50:00.000+08:00

I keep on fallin In love With you Sometimes I love you Sometimes you make me blue Sometimes I feel good And times I feel used Lovin' you darlin? Makes me so confused I keep on Fallin In and out of love with you I never loved someone The way that I love you Oh, oh , I never felt this way How do you give me so much pleasure And cause me so much pain Just when I think I've taken more than would a

2004-04-30T17:29:00.000+08:00

zis iz the new look for my notice board @ hm... ze favo part of the whole board... that is... ha...

2004-04-29T23:58:00.000+08:00

new blogskin... the one tt i didnt manage to do properly the last time... anyways...i hope it doesnt hurt ur iris anymore ar brandon... ha...

2004-04-28T13:06:00.000+08:00

went sentosa... wat's new?... nothing much... didnt get a tan... just got burnt... dunno how the heck tt happened... just freaking pain la... anyhows... no money sucks... cant do so many things wif frens... dun even feel like going out... and i'm stressed abt the china trip... dunno why... i guess i've got a phobia abt responsibilities... like wat the shit... but who cares... tt's just my guess..

2004-04-24T15:41:00.000+08:00

HE doesnt know tt all along i was referring to HE himself... i'm such a failure... watevers... anyways... i've got something to say to HIM now... if HE gets to see this... i dun wan u to become another him... u know who... i know u dun like me mentionng abt him abt them... but i cant help it... the way u are now... just reminds me too much abt him... i hate it... where's the YOU tt i used to

2004-04-20T13:06:00.000+08:00

kena R E M E D I A L... like wat the heck la... the last time i saw this word was like... sec 4?... watevers... if i dun get on to yr3... if... i'll be outta sch... i'll choose to... i cant afford to retain... literally can't A F F O R D... i'll gotta go work... haiz... but wells... i guess i'll go PR or Tourism maybe... most prob PR... watevers... Change this change that, change is full of

2004-04-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

Now in these cynical times are sterotypical minds Got me falling from my pinnacle the minute i climb Now these subliminal thoughts got individuals blind I'm trying to look beyond the lies just to see what i'll find I'm like a flower in a cave another hour in the maze I'll cower to the power of my criminal ways The sun is shining but i'm catching minimal rays It's time for me to bloom out of

2004-04-18T21:46:00.000+08:00

am blogging again... see how blogger gonna destroy my life... ha... and i'm starting to be irritated by tag boards... everyone else's tag boards are making me tag in parts... tt stupid msg tellng me tt the tag board is non existent and tt i have to make sure the html's rite... is making me irritated... dumb arse... irritating babuseng can... haiz... watevers... was watching tt NKF show just now..

2004-04-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

i'm like 22 hrs away frm my crit... and i've only done half of my ppt... shit... and there's still the TOD essay to be done... but wells... i'm proud of myself for being able to get a soundtrack for pres... hope it works... anyways... say love online yest and today... but didnt bother... didnt want to... and didnt know how to talk to him suddenly... but wells... did add a testimonial for him...

2004-04-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

am so bored at hm... did part of my ppt... but strayed while looking at pics... ha.. got this new image... and started all this blogging shit and all... again... lolx.. watevers... tt's me la hur... supposed to be meeting abang today... and qing and wj... but cos wj's celebrating his 6 mths with miss j... so wells... we've postponed dinner till next sat... thinking abt it... guess i'm really

2004-04-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

My friend the communist Holds meetings in his RV I can't afford his gas So I'm stuck here watching TV I don't have digital I don't have diddly squat It's not having what you want It's wanting what you've got [*] I'm gonna soak up the sun Gonna tell everyone To lighten up (I'm gonna tell 'em that) I've got no one to blame For every time I feel lame I'm looking up I'm gonna soak up the sun

2004-04-17T12:43:00.000+08:00

2nd part to the email... [*] When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you I was behind you every step of the way Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me. When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat I didn't want to assume anything And I was afraid to lose our friendship. When you thought I wasn't there to catch you It was because you

2004-04-17T12:39:00.000+08:00

huiling sent this email to us... and its super true... at least it is for me... [*] If you see me walking the road with someone else It's not because I like his company Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me. If you hear me talking about him all the time Its not because he pleases me Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat f you feel me falling with someone new

2004-04-15T07:40:00.000+08:00

am at hm... and online at such a time... watevers... was uploading my stuff to briefcase just now anyways... wells... been a hard wk... but its gonna end soon... and i cant wait... though i know it wun do any good... and i just dreamt of liang and DID... though not everyone were there... but i dreamt of him asking us wat to do with everything not ready for submission... and ningx made a super

2004-04-13T14:03:00.000+08:00

am still rendering my stuff... spent sunday nite and last nite away frm home... i miss my bed... but watevers... sunday nite went to xuan's hse wif co... to do model... managed to do some la... left with those hyposurfaces and the exhibition space ramp... which i reckon will not take me more than a day to complete... last nite went to abang's hse to use 2 coms... wanted to use 2 coms... but wells

2004-04-10T23:37:00.000+08:00

he actually approached me to talk first... on msn... i think i'm gonna go buy 4d... ha... anyways... he's thinking of not going to further his studies... actually kinda angry... when i first saw tt... though i really really dun want him to leave... but its for his own good... and for mine too i guess... i really want to try forget abt everything... i dun know why... though i am definitely happy

2004-04-10T19:41:00.000+08:00

tried doing my model... tried... cos my back's giving me probs again... only finished my 2 store cupboards today... am so super slow... better finish the rest of my stuff tmr... and get on with doing max... abo my 3d sure lead me to instant death... today's the last submission for wilfred and gang... guess they must be super happy and playing all they can now... or hmmm... maybe slping... ha...

2004-04-09T17:26:00.000+08:00

please be mine forever... how i wish the msg was frm him... but wells... it wasnt... and i dun even think it was for me too... guess fren msged wrong person... am supposed to be doing my proj... but realized tt i've got close to no materials to do... i've got totally kosong idea wat to use to do hyposurface in my model... and i stoopigly left my metal sheets in sch... and on top of tt... i've

2004-04-08T16:47:00.000+08:00

wells daps darl... ur da ben niao sure hearts u back lots lots ya??... dun worry abt me la... am just looking forward to the china trip... will take tt chance to refresh myself and to get away frm stuffs... so wells... wait for my gd news ya??... if u want anything frm china... let me know ya??... go get it for u... and wells... this stands for all my darls out there ya??... leave me a msg or

2004-04-08T12:47:00.000+08:00

I was only thinking of you, Hoping you were thinking of me, Two hearts beating just like one, Against the world... Baby... I am always dreaming of you, Hoping you are dreaming of me, I could never live one day, Without your love... - cradle || atomic kitten

2004-04-07T17:14:00.000+08:00

did viz just now... and its horrigible... literally... and after applying the materials... i get coconut leaves and all... and xuan can still say... "eh...looks really real lehx...got shadows also..." like oh my gawd... its not even supposed to be anything near coconuts... haiz... wells wells... he shld most prob be going queensland uni... cos tt SAE fees are freaking "gui chap cheng"... like

2004-04-06T21:28:00.000+08:00

am taking like a thousand and one years to render a single frame... i'm going bonkers soon... am glad there's a third terminal... can entertain myself while waiting for the stoopiggy frame to render... kinda freaked up by rendering thingy... and i actually had to separate my facade into 50+ pieces to export them all into viz... and i think i've really improved on my patience... a lot more... a

2004-04-06T08:37:00.000+08:00

went out with eric kor last nite... last min decision anyways... but wells... though it felt rather wierd walking beside an ah beng... and i seriously mean AH BENG... but.... hmmmm... he's still my kor la... and he's using one of my fav phones can... 8910... *drools.... haiz... anyways... he's a nice guy la... though too ah beng for my taste... ha... went shopping in pac plaza... all the usual

2004-04-05T12:30:00.000+08:00

shld've talked to him online in msn yest... then his SAE form wouldnt be still rotting in my pile of stuff on my table... by the ways... he's stuck with calling me xiao zhu these few days... haiz... but wells... tt was yest la... anyways... it was raining and ch 5 was showing ms congeniality at 7.15... quite a gd choice to stay hm and laugh my head off... reminiscing(however u spell it) abt sec

2004-04-04T10:05:00.000+08:00

am at hm... yet another blog... he's online... but i dun feel like talking to him... was talking to xiang instead... miss this little brudder of mine... been sometime since we met anyways... and he's a big boy now... with his own set of growing pains... hope i can meet up with him soon... maybe b4 going china... hmmm... think i've got a long to-do list awaiting for me for the period b4 going

2004-04-03T11:12:00.000+08:00

i've just realized i'm supposedly supposed to have finish lotsa stuff... like my 3d rhino model (which i'm still struggling to finish fast) and detailing (which i'm hoping to finish in a day or two) and panels (which is supposedly finished in the phases set by the lecs)... but but but... wells... as all shld know... i never follow schedules...